Heart is beating faster.. Can't make a decision. Is this state called 'confused'? It's nothing better than any other complicated railway system! Scream of a child from somewhere deep inside. The child is trying to pull herself from the train coming 'roaring' in her way. Why can’t she run? What is holding her up? This is a motion picture and the train appears to be near to her but still it’s not! Looks like it’s stuck! Again… Did I take the ticket for an incomplete picture?
Letters are looking blurred.. May be because my eyes are flooded up with the rich flow of water! If I want to run… Why can’t I? Better question will be where will I? Which direction? Everywhere it’s black! My favorite color – Still it’s making me cry! To sob inconsolably like a little kid…Then can’t I get inside the train again? I recollected – “Only streaks of red, strains of pain!" I awarded that world as a ‘hell’ and got down of that long back. But why it’s still behind me?
That kid was alone, frightened, horrified, and still trying to be herself! Still not allowing her mind to say that she is weak, she is losing her strength, she is fighting all alone…Where is she trying to go? Why can’t she just be happy as the other millions around her?
Or all others just 'acting' in their usual platform? Umpteen questions without answers... It's my mind - conveying such piercing thousands of impulses every moment! Still... my heart is beating faster... faster than ever before...
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